words cant even express how much i miss you. ill say something and in the back of my mind, itll be like “oh, what would they think or do” and i dont do things you wouldnt want me to. i barley know you anymore, and im still thinking about you everyday and letting you partially control me, and i dont care. i love you more than anything..
..but if this is the way its got to be, then so be it. ill have to grit my teeth and bare it. at the end of the day, it wont change. weve grown apart and nothing will change that, its enevitable. that doesnt stop it hurting. you will always be in my heart.
